I was at Void watching the stars flow. I wondered about what is in the far distance. But my mind has been disturbed but other things.
That was the last Akenak Assembly.
When I was there, I could feel Icus words cutting the air. Some people were hurt by them. Me as well.
But know, I understand that behavior in different way, and I think Icus is a great person, and I don´t have to feel my self hurt for nothing.
I was nervous and make some mistakes. Of course, Icus was trying to manage the meeting as best as possible.
First time I thought: "WTF? Why I have to be quiet? I am a person like him…."
I was wrong. I start to play my RP a few weeks before the meeting, and don´t take into account all the Akenak Meeting procedures. And in addition, I was thinking bout Icus not as a Fyros Patriot but a Human Being.
But he's not (I´m talking about him in Atys) He is a Fyros Patriot like me, and Akenos, in a higher rank.
So when he insult (or not, I don´t care), hurt or whatever he done, he is playing his RP. So, he insults the Matis? Yes. and what happens? I, Daughter of the Desert, hate Matis too. I will go to the Forest and burn all that trees and make a new Desert
BUT
I think that, even with a Matis (Or Karavan as well), we can speak and make diplomatic talking. We all are People of Atys, and sometimes we must put up our differences and talk.
Icus don´t think my way. I don´t agree with his way of act in some points, but what? He is a Fyros and it has grown at Desert, learning the same Atys History we do. And he have understood in one way and plays in the way he believe in. And I do the same my self.
I have to be angry with him for that?. NO. Even if he thinks different, I can learn from him (same way that he can also do it from my or other one); and grow up my self to a inner understanding of Atys and my self.
CONFRONTATION BRINGS CHANGE
We are at Planet Atys, NOT at Planet Earth.
To close, I want to add something:
I think those that don´t play RP must respect RP players, and vice versa.
Thanks for your time Homins, whatever your Nation is.
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