Je commence un journal. Je crois que c’est le moment d’en commencer un. Il se passe beaucoup de choses d’un coup, et quelque chose me dit que ce n’est que le début…
Pour des raisons évidentes, les deux jours suivants ont été écrits après les évènements. Vous comprendrez pourquoi ! Enfin, je dis vous, mais je suis la seule à lire ce journal, hihi !

Dua, Medis 14 (15/05/2022)

Nikuya a débarquée au bar, elle n’avait pas l’air bien du tout. Elle voulait parler à Haokan, mais il n’était pas là, et comme je ne savais pas comment faire pour l’aider, j’ai décidé d’aller le chercher ! Sous les protestations de Niku, j’ai déchiré un pacte et j’ai fouillé tout Zora en criant son nom, mais pasmoyen de le trouver… Ne perdant pas espoir, je me suis rendu à Min-Cho et me suis soudain rappelée du camp des Antekamis, qui se trouvait juste à côté… Haokan et Nikuya ont souvent affaire à Giasuki, cheffe des Antekamis, et je me suis dis qu’ils étaient peut-être encore en train de se battre ! Byrh à la main, j’ai rejoins le camp ennemi tout en criant le nom du Zorai. Malheureusement, la tribu m’a entendue et m’a attaquée ! J’ai vite fini la tête dans la sciure, et les Kamis m’ont ramenées à Fairhaven. Mais… j’étais persuadée d’avoir aperçue deux silhouettes au loin... Il fallait que j’y retourne. J’ai fais un détour au bar pour voir s’il y avait Hao, mais aussi pour me faire soigner, parce que j’avais mal partout ! Le groupe au bar n’avaient pas l’air de comprendre pourquoi je l’ai cherché chez les Antekamis, mais bon, je n’avais pas de temps à perdre et je suis directement allée à Min-Cho. Je devais aider Niku, pas question de la laisser comme ça !

Puis... Je me suis fais à nouveau avoir par les Antekamis. Seulement, cette fois, Giasuki était dans le coin, est, alertée par mes cris appelant Haokan, m’a capturée. Elle était très en colère, car elle venait de se battre contre Hao et Nikuya, et que à cause de ça elle a perdu son enfant. J’étais triste pour elle, mais sachant de quoi elle était capable, j’avais surtout peur : j’étais attachée devant le camp ennemi, et Giasuki m’a dit que je ferai un bon sujet d’expérimentation…

Tria, Thermis, 3 (16/05/2022)

Lylanea m’a trouvée par hasard ! Je lui ai demandé de l’aide, mais Giasuki l’a attaquée et elle a fini dans la sciure… Avec un peu de chance, elle allait revenir à temps avec des renforts ! Mais Giasuki avait une autre idée en tête : me faire traverser la « ceinture pourpre »… Elle me dit que si je réussi, je rencontrerais Gami. Giasuki me dit que Gami, c’est « la Pourpre, la Grande Chasseresse. », ou bien la Goo, comme nous, on l’appelle. J’ai fortement protesté, mais elle m’a embarquée de force sur son épaule, et je n’ai rien pu faire ! L’Antekami m’expliqua les règles : je devais courir en ligne droite… et espérer survivre. Ils appellent ça le baptême pourpre. Une Fyros, Tigrousse, allait le passer en même temps que moi. Enfin elle, s’était volontaire… ! Je ne voulais pas y aller, mais Giasuki m’a menacée de me donner un baiser pourpre, un truc avec beaucoup moins de chance de survie… Les secours n’arrivant pas, je n’ai pas eu le choix. J’ai pris mon courage à deux mains et ai compté jusqu’à trois avant de tracer ma route à travers la Goo.

J’ai survécu. D’après Giasuki, Gami m’a épargnée. Mais...pourquoi ? Elle m’a également fait remarqué, après que j’ai demandé à vite sortir de cet endroit contaminé, que la Goo ne m’attaquait plus. Puis… elle m’a demandé quelque chose d’étrange. Si j’avais de la famille chez les Chlorogoo ! Quel idée ! Mais… Je ne connais pas mes parents. Ce n’est pas impossible… En tout cas, Giasuki avait l’air très sûre d’elle.
J’ai repensé à mon enquête sur les kamis, et je me suis dis que c’était l’occasion de demander l’avis d’un Antekami pour voir leur points de vue… Pourquoi ils n’aiment pas les Kamis, eux qui sont si choupis ? Giasuki m’a répondu qu’ils privent son peuple de leur liberté et leur volent leur visages. Elle m’a expliqué que la théocratie, ça veut dire que c’est la religion qui impose sa volonté… Et aussi que les Kamis ont choisit de prendre une forme toute choupis pour nous tromper… ! Je n’avais jamais pensé à ça… ! En plus, j’ai fais remarqué que malgré mes recherches, je ne trouvais pas vraiment d’informations sur les Kamis, à part les commandements. Et ça, c’est louche ! J’étais de plus en plus sceptique : il faudra que je me renseigne encore plus… !

L’Antekami me remit de force sur son épaule, et me dit qu’on allait rendre hommage à l’Esprit du Bosquet de l’Ombre. Une fois arrivées, je découvre une Zorai assise dans la Goo. Giasuki l’a appelé Gami… Mais Gami, c’était pas censé être de la Goo ? Là, c’était une Zorai… ? Je n’ai pas compris, mais bon… J’étais surtout curieuse de savoir ce qu’il allait se passer. Je me posais plein de questions. J’ai été encore plus surprise quand Giasuki a dit à « Gami » que je ressemblais à Reitzak ! Elle pense que Reitzak est de ma famille ? Pourquoi ? A part que c’est une Tryker… Je ne vois pas le rapport avec moi ! « Gami » a dit que j’avais quelque chose. Comment ça quelque chose ? J’avais bien de la Byrh dans mon sac, mais c’est tout… ! Puis, elle conseilla à la Cheffe des Antekamis de m’emmener voir les Chlorogoo pour en savoir plus. Giasuki a négocié notre protection, à Tigrousse et moi dans le sanctuaire Pourpre, car il y a des Homins à ma recherche. Mais pourquoi ? Personne ne va m’attaquer, ce sont mes amis ! Ils sont gentils ! Enfin bon, pas sûre qu’il y ait de logique.
Oh, et là, il s’est passé un truc trop bien ! On m’a fait goûter un Gookie ! Au début, je ne voulais pas y toucher, mais comme j’avais les pieds dans la Goo sans effets secondaire et que les autres Antekamis allaient très bien après en avoir mangé… Et puis, Giasuki a dit que ça allait me faire penser par moi-même...! J’y ai goûté, puis l’ai dévoré ! C’était tellement bon ! Je me sentais tellement bien ! Je ne m’étais jamais sentie aussi bien de toute ma vie ! J’aurai pu faire le tour d’Atys en courant ! Je me suis mise à entendre des voix bizarres qui disaient des trucs incompréhensibles, c’était trop drôle hihi ! Les Gookies, c’est trop la vie !
Et là, Gia m’a libérée ! En fait, elle est gentille Gia ! Elle a dit que la prochaine fois que je viendrais, on ira chercher des réponses chez les Chlorogoo ! J’ai hâte !
Pour fêter ça, j’ai sorti une Byrh, puis en aient offert une GRATUITEMENT pour chacun mes trois nouveaux amis ! Youhouuuu !

Après, je leur aient dit lorandoy, et j’ai foncé au bar !

Vive les lacs !

Vive le bar !

Vive la Byrh !

Vive les Gookies !

Holeth, Harvestor 12 (18/08/2022)

I want to eat a Gookie too much... Lyren tells me it's not very Kami, but it makes sense since it comes from the Antekamis! I plunge back into endless reflections. We don't know anything about the Kamis. Do they have a cute shape on purpose, when in fact they're not cute at all? Lyren compares them to Karavans, saying that they don't look cute, yet they leave you alone when you walk by. This means that, despite their un-cute appearance, they're not mean! Well, they are, because they're friends of the slavers! The Antekami are more complicated to understand: sometimes they're nice, sometimes they're mean! They kidnapped Haokan's mother, but they gave me a gookie, and that's super nice! Lyren tells me that Giasuki isn't clear-cut, for example, but I could see her super well... I didn't really understand. Suddenly, Krill came in and told me that Kyriann had ordered a million Dappers from Byrh! How come I don't remember that? What the hell, I'm rich! Youhouuuuuu!

Nikuya arrived at the bar, asking about me. I said I was fine, but I wanted some Gookies. She didn't seem to like my answer, and asked if I knew Supplice. After I'd done a magnificent imitation of the Sage talking to the ra...len...tit..., Nikuya explained that he's in this state because of the goo, so if I don't want to end up like him, I mustn't have any more Gookies. I started to cry: no more gookies? What am I going to do? It's horrible!
I asked her if I could still see the Chlorogoo to find out more about my parents. She said it was up to me, in which case I'd have to go with someone else. Oh, and she taught me something! "Nobody is completely good or bad! I didn't know, I thought that was just the case for Giasuki, since she's weird... On the other hand, Alkianes are just evil, that's for sure! Very bad slavers, not nice! Nikuya says I should talk to the Alkianes and ask them why they're mean. Isn't that silly? She tells me to remember that they're Homin beings like me. Except for Nilstilar, who's an ancient Yubo, but shh, that's a secret...

Quinteth, Medis, 29 (03/06/2022)

Sitting at the bar, I cry for Gookies. I want so much, and it's so good with byrh...! Krill rightly points out that everything's always good with byrh, but I'm in no mood to laugh. She hands me a byrh, but I push her away. I've got plenty and much better ones on me. Besides... I want a Gookie! If only Gia were around... Jazzy looks worried about me. He says I should go for treatment, but I'm fine! Goo is bad for any homin, gnagnagna... Still, I made it through the barrier without a hitch! What if the goo really isn't doing anything to me? Nikuya asks me if I've seen Giasuki. I tell him I haven't, but that I was attacked by Tigrousse right here. She was looking for Gia and thought it was my fault she couldn't find her. Tigrousse is a fyros who had her purple baptism at the same time as me. She doesn't like me, because Gami was interested in me and not her! Anyway, I want gookies. Nikuya reminds me of the conversion about Supplice, and tells me to hold on. It's too hard, but I'll get there. Anyway, I'm going to try.

Prima, Mystia 7 (22/08/2022)

Haokan invited me to the Zora temple to pray. The temple, I think it's the place with the cute little black Kami in it! I didn't know the word pray, so the Zorai explained that um... "it's a way of thanking the kami for their blessings and asking for their blessings for the rest." He was surprised to learn that I'd never prayed, and asked if I sometimes leave them bottles of byrh. Good idea! I don't know if they like it, but probably yes, everyone likes byrh! I suddenly tried to look at the little kami warily, remembering the Giasuki's words, but to no avail. Haokan told me that the important thing is to open our hearts to them. What's wrong? Are you crazy? It must hurt like hell! Then I had an idea: "Say, little Kami! Can you make my Byrh even better? Is that possible?" Haokan took me back, telling me not to scream. Oops! I look at the Kami: "Say, do you like byhr? It's so good, isn't it? Look, this is the best in Atys! You won't find better! I stop myself from hugging the little fur ball that looks like a stuffed toy. Haokan continued: "Ukio, so, to open your heart... that means to uh... to tell her you love her, if that's the truth. And everything we love about Atys, thanking the kami for what they protect, that sort of thing." Oh well, that's easy then! "I love the Byrh, the Dappers, the cute animals, the Kamis, the Dappers, the Yubos, the Bolobis... And... Did I already say the Dappers?" I ask Haokan if we can also say what we don't like, like mean matis for example, and he tells me no, because that's going to sound like a claim, and I don't want to claim mean matis! Can you imagine the Kami understanding that? The horror! I'm told it's important to clear one's mind. But what's the point of thinking about nothing? I don't get it! "A prayer is an opportunity to advance on the path to enlightenment". The voice of enlightenment? Where's that? I hope it's not among the matis...

I look at little Kami and say to Haokan: "Moooh, look, he's waving at me! Hihi!" Haokan tells me that the kami is much nicer than "whatever's lying around in the purple fields". I think he's talking about Gami. This makes me think back to Giasuki's words about Kamis, and I ask the Zorai if he thinks it's possible for the kami to pretend to be sweet to fool the enemy. He replies that he's sure the Kamis are nice, but he also knows that Giasuki lies a lot and that she's terrible. I protest, saying that sometimes she's nice, and sometimes mean. She's weird! Then Haokan teaches me something: you can pretend to be nice! This is getting complicated...!

The Zorai tells me that a healer is going to test me to see if I've been contaminated by the Goo. He warns me that it's going to hurt a bit, and I get scared, imagining the worst. Maybe I'll be cut into pieces? Use a drill? Haokan replies that I'll be given a tiny cut, and I shout to the Zorai that he's frightened me for nothing. Hao's mother, Ylanghao, arrives and ends up doing the test after giving me a lot of grief about my, um... "friendship" with the Antekami who captured me. I'm not contaminated. Phew! Goo is bad! Gia is evil, she tried to kill me with goo! Gookies are deceitful, like matis!

Dua, Mystia 26 (10/09/2022)

Today, I had a... what's the word? Revelation! Canilia told me that the Alkianes are not slavers! They haven't been for a very long time! So in fact, not all Matis are evil! Wow! If only I'd known! Now I'd assume that they're basically nice! Hehe!

Nilstilar tasted my Byrh, apparently it's the first time he's touched alcohol! Hihi! What's more, he found it "not so bad"!

Prima, Pluvia 13 (12/01/2023)

Nilstilar lied. He found my Byrh... in... foul! The 100 Byrh he bought me at the market are still in his cupboard! I beg to differ! I'm going to make a special drink for people who don't like byrh! That'll be my goal! I'm going to call it... the Anbyrh!

[HRP] : For a better understanding of Lorlyn's RP, read here Lorlyn's investigation of Kamis "https://app.ryzom.com/app_forum/index.php?page=topic/view/31522/0 #0"which ends chronologically here in this diary (more precisely on 16/12/2022 IRL). [FIN HRP]

Holeth, Folially 6, 3rd AC 2623 (07/05/2023)

Oh no! I've got a new competitor! He's Hetyllic, a Fyros... He says that Oflovak's Byrh is the best Byrh in the desert! Not only is he a liar, he's also a swindler, selling his Byhr for more than mine, the Best Byrh in the whole of Atys! Anyway, he puts sawdust in it, he said so himself! It can't be good!

Prima, Harvestor 25, 2nd AC 2625 (17/09/2023)

*shaky handwriting
I... I... Ba' created a new Byrh... The "Teddy Byrh"... I tasted it and...

*almost illegible handwriting
Mine's... next door... It's... I... It's... filthy...

Quinteth, Medis 5, 3rd AC 2625 (01/10/2023)

I've just come out of the Fyros Assembly, and it was super weird! First of all, everyone was wearing disguises, even Grabiphybubus! The ceiling was so beautiful in the room, too... And the rays of light...!
I also got yelled at by the Fyros downstairs, because I was talking too loudly and "disturbing the assembly"... They're not funny, those ones... As if noise could disturb!

I felt so good, it was so weird! And then it was my turn to go on stage, so I went downstairs! As the floor wasn't moving, I stumbled down the stairs and it wasn't easy to keep my balance! But when I got there, I got the biggest surprise of my life! I couldn't read my notes! The Fyros made a strange face when I said that, but at the same time, let them try to read motionless letters! And also, the ground wasn't moving, and neither was the rest of it...! If that's not magic, I don't know what is!

As the Fyros seemed to be in as much of a hurry as if they were being chased by an army of ragus, I did my best to remember what had been going on lately. So I mentioned the water route: easy, we swam, swam, walked, and pow, delivery done! And there were lots of mektoubs too, they were so cute...!
Then I had a stroke of genius! I tried to get the Empire to pay us back for the food and materials we'd used to get to Pyr! Now, I may have gone a bit overboard, saying that we're out of Dappers, that we're all broke and that if they don't pay us back we'll starve to death... But that's a detail, hihi!

I was deep into my great speech when two dodgy homins came to take me out, pretending to be Kyriann and Eolinius! I cried kidnap, and luckily the Fyros guard stopped them! Then, out of nowhere, a Zorai gave me something to drink, I drank the strange liquid and... PAF! The world I know suddenly came back! And all the homins took off their disguises! And in fact... well, it was Kyky and Eo who had brought me out... Oops!