#55 Eingetragen von Azazor vor 2 Jahren
Zuletzt geändert von Fyrenor (vor 2 Jahren)
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#56 Eingetragen von Eeri vor 2 Jahren
2 mal geändert | Zuletzt geändert von Eeri (vor 2 Jahren) | Grund: Traduction en Anglais par Nilstilar / English Translation by Nilstilar
#57 Eingetragen von Eeri vor 2 Jahren
I told Azazor everything. No more lies. Anyway, I have nothing to hide from him anymore… I don't have much left. They took everything. All the experiments I had planned, no longer possible. No more poison, to test if kitins' reactions are here the same as they are in the New Lands. No more goo, no more filtering helmet, and it's not here that I'll manage to make some. No more empty vials, I won't be able to bring back fragile samples either… Forget about poisons and secretions of local kitins, or other residues I might find in Coriolis. Anyway, I'll decide, when the time comes… It will take a lot of courage to carry something more, with no mektoub…It's a miracle that I still can write, and that I've got my notebooks returned to me. The Marauders took a copy of them, according to Azazor. At this point, everything could have been worse.I didn't even ask Azazor why he didn't say or do anything to get me out of this ramèch situation. I owe him that much. He had his reasons, which I respect. I screwed up. Maybe I shouldn't have listened to Mazé'Yum, but if it wasn't for him, if it wasn't for that crystal, I really would have ended up in the belly of a monster from the Wide Puddle. Maybe I should have just told him. Who's right, who's wrong… We are both doing well to put aside what has rotted our relationship since Azazor discovered that vial of poison so long ago.Who said going up the ridge would be fun? The path we took to get to the top was certainly shaped by homins in the past. But when we reached the top, almost nothing left. We progress as we can, avoiding the crevasses, sometimes compelled to make a detour of a few kilometers to cross. And sometimes, a staircase or a ladder has been installed. Perhaps we are simply losing track of the few arrangements that have been made, as the path is so little used. I especially hope they haven't set up a Zinuakeen further down the path we're following. The Marauders could simply be waiting for us, weapons in hand… Azazor seems to have heard that only a few red dragons hunters and a few Rangers still venture in this direction… They probably have something else to do than chasing us. I guess we are not that important to them.According to the indications Azazor received, we have a few weeks of walking to do before reaching Coriolis. We are walking on the lookout for any game, any edible plant. When we will be in Coriolis, we will have to find a way to go down the ridge, very carefully. Avoid falling, and avoid being spotted by the kitins. Who knows what we'll find… Maybe nothing, maybe the answer to so many questions.If we don't starve to death by then.Below, we can see the hell that has invaded the desert of our ancestors. When we're not walking, the view we get of the kitins' movement is impressive. But the farther we get from The Citadel, the more we can see that they don't cover the whole area, far from that. They move in groups, much larger groups than the ones we can see in our New Lands. But some areas seem to contain fewer kitins, or none at all. Perhaps these are areas devoid of game or food? Or are they areas that kitins avoid for other reasons? Do they move from area to area, depending on the season? Or depending on the food they find? It seems to me that despite their distinct group movements, some kitin herds tend to move closer to the ridge during the day, and further away in the evening. Maybe to find the coolness? We will see, but we may have to go down to Coriolis at night. The desert stretches as far as the eye can see, and we can only see a small part of it, so it would take us a few more days watching these same areas to determine if they are the same groups, or if larger movements are taking place. From here, it is also relatively difficult to distinguish which species are involved, nor to get an idea of the size of these areas. We are so far from the ground, so close to the canopy, without it being accessible. To see the world from so high gives a mixed sensation, between victory, vertigo and infinite anguish. And the more we advance towards Coriolis, the more our impatience turns into feverishness.Coriolis, the land of our ancestors, where, while digging, they awakened the kitins' swarming. Or Fyrak, perhaps… Perhaps the place where the Powers hide their most terrible secrets.
Zuletzt geändert von Eeri (vor 2 Jahren) | Grund: Traduction en Anglais par Nilstilar / English Translation by Nilstilar
#58 Eingetragen von Azazor vor 2 Jahren
3 mal geändert | Zuletzt geändert von Azazor (vor 2 Jahren)
#59 Eingetragen von Azazor vor 2 Jahren
4 mal geändert | Zuletzt geändert von Azazor (vor 2 Jahren)
#60 Eingetragen von Eeri vor 2 Jahren
Zuletzt geändert von Eeri (vor 2 Jahren) | Grund: English translation by Nilstilar !
#61 Eingetragen von Eeri vor 2 Jahren
Zuletzt geändert von Eeri (vor 2 Jahren) | Grund: english Translation by Nilstilar
#62 Eingetragen von Eeri vor 2 Jahren
2 mal geändert | Zuletzt geändert von Eeri (vor 2 Jahren)
#63 Eingetragen von Azazor vor 2 Jahren
Zuletzt geändert von Azazor (vor 2 Jahren)
#64 Eingetragen von Azazor vor 2 Jahren
#65 Eingetragen von Eeri vor 2 Jahren
#66 Eingetragen von Eeri vor 2 Jahren
Zuletzt geändert von Eeri (vor 2 Jahren) | Grund: traduction en Anglais par Nilstilar / English Translation by Nilstilar
#67 Eingetragen von Azazor vor 2 Jahren
#68 Eingetragen von Azazor vor 2 Jahren
#69 Eingetragen von Eeri vor 2 Jahren
[…]To conclude… I grew up, and I learned. I got older.To be honest, I'm a bit afraid of the return. In my heart, I would like this trip to never end, and still discover all those places the Rangers told us about. But a lifetime won't be long enough. And at the same time, if you knew how much I long to find my son, this son we don't know… To make up for lost time, to support Wixarika who had to take care of him alone for so long. I learned a lot, I think. I realize now that I always thought I was doing good, I always thought I was doing the right thing, supporting my loved ones, but ignoring their expectations, their advice, their opinions. I did the opposite. I thought I was doing good for everyone, my good, not caring what they really wanted. I lied to you, I acted as if my actions were going to save us, and all I did was tear us apart, tear us apart, put us in danger. A blind, stubborn, selfish homina I have been.But I have grown old now. I have changed my opinion about the world, about the Karavan, about the Kamis, about the homins. I have changed my opinion about you, about myself, about the trust I can place in everyone. And probably about the trust I can place in myself, too. That's where it starts, isn't it? When you always want to prove that you belong and that you are doing the right thing, without really believing it… You end up feeling like you have the world against you, like you are the only awake conscience in this world. I was so stupidly arrogant, and I made so many mistakes. I wish I'd realized that when I was younger, but it's probably the way things are. You have to get old to get ahead. You have to come close to death, real death, you have to understand that you are totally helpless when faced with certain things. And to answer what you asked me earlier… Years ago, I lost my trust in the Empire, and I fled. Rather than fight, rather than give them a chance to restore my faith in them. Now I could return, but I made a promise, to return to the Lakes, to the Drakani, to the Federation. The family that took me in when I was a shadow of my former self, torn with questions and hatred. I don't think they need me there, but I have to keep my promise, I have a lot to catch up on. And I'll spend as much time as I can in Thesos, taking care of Uzykos. And you'll be there, too…
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